Before you is an autobiographical work that describes the author's journey to becoming a believer. It is also a philosophical excursion. Gerd Reuter takes the reader with him on his journey, allowing him to share in the experiences and adventures that describe pretty much all facets of a seeker. What is evil, what is good? How can I imagine God? What does devilish mean? Doesn't everyone have both good and evil within them? How do we manage to accept and integrate both equally and embrace both light and shadow within ourselves? Gerd Reuter also sees himself as part of global society, as part of a greater whole. In his book, he attempts to paint pictures of a healed world ...