River Gonzales is twenty-one and on the verge of graduating from college, yet he remains a virgin. For years, he has secretly admired Atom De Guzman, the cool and seemingly unattainable guy who has inspired his fantasies since high school. As River approaches adulthood, he finds himself wrestling with his feelings. Should he finally take the leap and pursue the connection he has always yearned for, or is it time to let go of the dream that haunts his nights? Join River on his sexy, awkward, and wildly chaotic journey of self-discovery as he confronts the excitement of desire, the pain of unrequited love, and the intensity of pursuing someone he has never truly forgotten.